I was certain
we had irreconcilable differences,
that you felt contempt for me
or even hatred.
I reinforced boundaries,
protected my tender heart,
and shut the rusted gate
which led to that realm.
I secured the gate,
hid the key,
and declared the heart within
battened and safe.
And I stayed away
as dust gathered in those shadowy chambers.
Today, I feel your hand
lightly brush mine as we
mourn,
side by side.
Probably unintended, I think, and that's fine.
Then again,
a spare touch,
your soft fingers
slipping into mine.
We wear the same grief in our eyes,
and our hands
remember love,
more than words cracked with age.
Hands, softly touching,
eyes forward,
all sounds cease
in the swell of warmth across this iron gate.
Like a sun-bright morning,
I feel the key
as you press it into my palm.
Tenderly, you say
Sweetheart,
I think it's time to go in.