Find me

Don't find me.

I'm here for you

Just not today.

They're reaching out.

The heart says

Take a number,

But they won't wait.

Some bang on the door,

Some walk away,

Others burn the place to the ground.

I said wait

I said I don't have room for more of you

I said I'm crumbling, can't you see?

And I crumble.

Just small bits at first,

Then like a fully burned log

 which has somehow maintained its shape,

I crumble to dust at the slightest disturbance.

No one can put me back together now.

I am all burned up

Cool ash in the fireplace

I am nirvana 

Dancing through infinite space

Find me

In the harmonic galaxy

That is our shared heart.

I am here with you. 

photo by Billy Smith